It been long time

It been long time I never blogging

2017

After back to work in the organization for 2 years

The urge of leaving turn stronger 

Even I don't know where I can go if I leaving 

I just know I need a deep rest to recover my body

Body turn week maybe not enough rest 

Everyday before work  wake up at 7.30am and reach home at 12.30am

This unhealthy lifestyle should stop

Maybe this is the sign to me

To explore another career 

Should I back to Malaysia permanently 

Or

After rest and back to Singapore 

I have no idea

My talent is only service 

Wish to future my study 

But I am scare to go back to my previous college lifestyle

Somehow I thinking if I really choose to study design

The use of double diploma it's will bring a really Bright side in my future  career

Obtaining EXSA soon 

After the award ceremony 

Which mean is time for me to leave and have a good rest 

FUE SURGERY

Tomorrow will have my FUE  surgery soon

Another challenge in my life

Which have to take 6 months for result and 1 years for recovery

 The surgery will start 10am to 7pm

A lot of people asking  am I scare

I just can reply my past are more scariest than this

It might have side effect in future as what I survey on web

i just wish to make myself better and better 

I never really relax myself this past 3 years

I am glad the time I resign my parent support me

They know I am stress and tired all along since I graduated

And

Last but not least

Nice to knowing you 'MARK MALONG'

You can not appreciate the view at the top unless you've I stood at the bottom. To be successful, you must understand what failure is like. And there 's nothing more humbling than starving for Success. There' s dignity in paying your dues and working your way up from the bottom. If we all started out rich with success, we'd never learn anything on the way up

2015 first blog

It been long time i didn't blogging

this coming june i will turn 25 years old time flies

been Aspial corporation Limited for 3 years

maybe can said that almost come to end

wealth is important to me that can make my family live good

i think currently i need a short break to plan for my future

i don 't know whether myself was making a right decision or not

but i just can tell myself that was no regret.

I wish to make my family dream come true 

Rebuild & Renovated the house is one of their dream since few years ago

but i really unable to do anythings right now

due to i feel that my income was not stable yet

after this coming May i will re-planning everythings

Just give me another two years

i will try my best to make their wish come true

i feel that i really need more time to accompany my family members

maybe after this i will have more time but without income for few month

 

 

feeling to leave

somehow now

i wish to resign so much

it make me feeling lost of my life

just because of the attractive salary

that make me can't leave 

choosing a wrong course is one of my regret of my life

i telling myself i will not make any decision that cause myself regret again

even i am planning to resign within this year 

and

start my new life

although i don't know what will happen if i resign and where i will be for the next

planning to bold my hair and rest for couple of month

since joining this company until now

i never relax myself

my brain only full of paperwork and sales target

feeling tired

i admit that i didn't perform well for this past few month

my sales drop month to month

but

i am actually very tired with my workflow

people leaving here and there

people transfer here and there

cause of this

every time make me not comfortable at all

i prefer a work place with family feel

time to time all had change

environment is very important to let myself determine

whether i will stay or leave

i am trying my best to control my mood

eventually

i am so tired

i just wish myself can happy always

recently i fear meeting up with new people

even right now

i feel a bit hard for me to talk with someone to express my feeling as well

it turn myself so call 'hard to believe everyone even myself'

Thanks

knowing you is the greater things that god given to me

you teach me everythings

compared to previous

i more happy than last time

more strong and more independant

thanks

today cut my finger second time in stall

but

does not feel any pain or hurt at all

happy to the max that happen to me in my shop

hit 10k sales in a day

the feeling was so great

^^

steven now

know more on his direction

No Pain No Gain

Thanks for everythings

you are the strongest person that i know

u are my example that achieved greater success

hope can know you more

I AM LOST

Recently my emotion really not that stable

i become more miserable

i like walk into a huge jungle that i lost myself so much

what can i do?

this question owe floating in my brain

i know that's all my own problem

i feel myself very useless

i thought i am the strongest 

but

today i feel myself weak like a frog

i even can't take care myself well

someone tell me that i owe depend on others

i really useless

at my aged i even can't manage myself well

what should i do?

since small till now

only myself that planning my life

i really tired all of this

everything i solved alone face alone

i tired to the max

hope everything will end soon

 'I HATE TO SMILE'

'I LOST MY SMILE'

but need to keep smiling

surprise

Finally promote to customer service executive

my lao pan really give me a big surprise

love all my colleagues so much

i will do my best and give u all my best

still have a lot of things to learn 

my weakness is the area that i need to improve most

recently i happy with my life so much

cause of all my friends, colleagues, family members

that always accompany me

they really bright my day

i feel caring from them so much

and

i know that u all are very care about me

i promise u all

i will life better and take care myself more

i will not let myself down anymore