another adventure

Finally i step into singapore
to start my another adventure
aspial corporation limited
as
customer service assistant
or
business developer
bloody hell need to work 12 hour per day
and
return from
JB-SG-JB
luckily got 2 day off per week
hope i can usual myself
At the same time i feel scare as well
due to
my daily language
will exactly only English to cross sell
bless for me
cuz i still dunno which branches
i will be arrange to...
thanks my friend 'D' refer the job for me
really appreciate
finally get another higher income
i like my interviewer as well
she is kind to me
first time never feel any nervous
while interview
maybe previous in sales line
so i didn't scare any interview at all

THE COMPANY THAT I JOIN ALL BERHAD
actually i dislike huge company
cuz complicated
but no choice
this is my soul

1. internship at PAN PACIFIC KLIA HOTEL
2. RESORT WORLD GENTING BERHAD
3. HONG LEONG BANK BERHAD

AND
NOW
ISPIAL CORPORATION LIMITED

set myself free

i think is time to set myself free
so i won't get hurt again
treat someone else good
it mean
hurt myself much and much
even
'FRIENDS'
i am the person who no love in my life
for me
LOVE
mean
HURT
mean
FRIEND
mean
ENTERTAINMENT
mean
FAMILY
mean
FATHER AND MOTHER I LOVE YOU

why human need love?
i think it's not necessary anymore even in future

blogging

blogging is to release yr feeling
when u are pressure
or
sweet memory
but
now i am so miserable again
lost my way
felt very ignoring
felt uncomfortable
pls let me choose myself
i need my own decision

feeling

the feeling of scary
suddenly attack my heart

i wish to do what i want
but

i am scare on it
cuz i don't have a good supporter
i scare i will regret
i wish to walk forward to have a bright future
but
i scare once i unsuccessful my family will disappointed on me
maybe i think too much
but
i really scare on it
'BUT'
HOPE 1 DAY WILL DISAPPEAR IN MY LIFE

attension

no more thinking of study concentrate on working earn more money to have a better life start from now onward think how to save money.... every year got budget to travel around..... work hard and play hard .....money is my everything money come come.....

I VERY SUFFER V IT

i wish to further my study
but
my parent didn't save any money for me
when i ask them
can i further my study
they ask how much money that you already save
then why so little?
if u really want to further yr study
during college time
find a part time
and
earn some extra money
do you think, so easy to get a part time
v a suck schedule at tarc life
i don't want my life worry of my college fee + accomodation
LIKE LAST TIME
it's ptptn allow me to cover all
expenses for meal as well
i eat bread + sky juice
it's enough for me to live 2 year
( T . T )
i really want further my study v my friend
arg.......
but
i am strength less and unable
if i miss this opportunity
i won't think to study anymore
i will regret whole life
this is the answer you all want from me
OK
i continue work
i survive myself
i earn and spent myself
YOU ALL ARE DAMP HURT MY HEART
MY HEART IS BREAKING CUZ OF YOU ALL
I AM VERY SAD
I EVEN CAN'T EXPRESS MY SADNESS
DAMP IT
MY SMILE IS FAKE RIGHT NOW

happy day

happy that i success apply my first credit card
UOB
must manage to use it wisely
now waiting for another bank status
only can hold 2 bank card
curious, excited
and
nervous
which bank i can get for the next
muackkk