haizzz

dunno both of you already read my blog or not
i still very struggle with my decision
i very confusing right now
what should i do...
i dunno

steven wish

seem like my life changed a lot...
from a child to teenager
from teenager to adult
is't very hard for me to manage my life
i have nothing and my age is reached 21 this year
i wish to further my study
but i worry my expenses and accommodation during my study time
if i work i can earn money and reduce my family burden
like that days
they just suddenly quarrel and do something stupid cuz of money
luckily i have saving and manage to settle all the things
how to said...
if that day i dun have saving
is't the thing will settle so easily..
i hope i can cry
but cry is useless
what should i do...
can someone tell me
should i cont my study that is one of my wish right now
or
continue working
T.T

i need someone to guide me
my friend suzzy and nicole i hope u can tell me
i have a lot of question mark??

we didn't break the rules pls

Is't this is the way malaysia police treat us... we got buckle up our sit bell but they block us and said we didn't. After we argue and he nothing to said then he said the mirror not pass then we show them the certificate that the mirror is not break the rules.. then he argue back we not buckle up our sit bell and ask us explain at court then he straight away open saman but he was scare when i want his employee id... he straight away open saman and ask us drive away.... then why we need police if like this... we got buckle up our sit bell what is our false and why we get saman...

nothing special

yesterday on the way back from
kluang to johor bahru
suddenly i miss my family members so much..
that time..
i think a lot...
sometime i really unhappy but no one can comfort me
just myself can raise myself up again..
steven gambateh.....

TIME IS PAST TOO FAST

WISH ALL MY BUDDY FRIEND AND FAMILY MEMBERS

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
TIME PAST UNTIL OUT OF MY EXPECTATION
THIS YEAR I WILL REACH 21 YEAR OLD AFTER MY B'DAY
HOPE THAT I CAN EARN AS MUCH MONEY AS I CAN
IN ORDER TO SUPPORT MY FAMILY
ALTHOUGHT I LEAVE KL AND STAY AT JB
BUT I OWE TO MISS MY FAMILY MEMBERS
HOPE ONE DAY I CAN LET YOU ALL
LIVE LIKE A MILLIONAIRES
WITHOUT WORRYING OF FINANCIAL PROBLEM

CRIED ON CHRISTMAS EVE

I CRIED ON CHRISTMAS EVE
CUZ OF SOMETHING HAPPEN
I JUST WANT A NORMAL LIFE
I NOT CARE RICH OR POOR
THANKS FOR MY FRIEND
ZOE AND JENNY
THIS MORNING MAKE MY HEART MORE PAIN
THE FEELING IS I CAN'T EVER DESCRIBE
LIKE
A KNIFE STOOD INTO MY HEART
I JUST HOPE
YOU WON'T DO THAT AGAIN

FEELING

miserable!!!

NOW
what is in my mind?
MONEY
i need money to let my parent live better
hope they will understand
i scare to call back home
cuz
i scare u all worry about me
i really love u all
money can change everything
when i phone back
nanny told me
my bro ask me don't admit him as my bro
that time
really hurt
but i believe one day
he will understand
why i make this decision to leave KL.
pls forgive mine selfishness