Company

my company Aspial

hope promote to CSE soon

but seem like doesn't have any news that i will be promote

just do my part enough 

although don't have chance to promote to CSE but i happy with my working environment

as long as i still in woodland

in a short period i own my service star & compliment feedback from customer
but i doesn't feel satisfied at all
cuz i still feel that i have a lot of weakness that i need to improve
now 

i just wish to earn more

save more

feel like my family members have critical for their life 'MONEY'

steven must be strong

i promise can't so simply drop my tear

my tear only for my family members

i miss you kor kor jie jie nanny mum and dad

i really miss you all

Finally i own a platinum card from standard chartered

at my age 22 years old

It's nearest to get my 5C

had been long time didn't blogging

time flies it been 7 month i had work in singapore

The pay from my company change my life.

i can have a lot of saving at the same time

It also have sufficient money to spent for my parent

The things that i scare most is the day being transfer to other outlet

if the day came

will i stay or continue the asnwer???

myself also don't know

Right now!!!!

I need to cheer myself

i promise i will bring more money back home

i will save more

I love You

My

FAMILY

hard to breath

so suffering about the situation right now

what to do....

i really don't know

is a big amount for me to pay for the loan

if i make this step and agree with it

i am very stress

why this owe happen on me

i am tired

how far i upgrade myself

the money is the most big problem for me

i really tired

can i relax myself

i am strength less 

i think i will cry soon

beg for me

broken heart

Had been long time i did not updated my blog

feel tired of my life

although earn a lot of money but i not happy

my smile and laugh is fake

i feel alone

don't know why suddenly have such feeling

i miss my home

 miss my mum and dad so much

 hope i can spent more time with  them

now my mind just have my family

they are the people who most important for me

i feel like i don't have any best friend 

who i can trust 

and

who that i can lean on and sharing my pressure

next month will be 22 years old

and

i have nothing.

i have 1 wish

hope i can celebrate my b'day with my family members

but

can't cuz i need to work on that day

had been a quite long time didn't celebrate my b'day together with my family 

 mum i miss you so much

my life like totally miserable

can i cried like a baby 

cry like a baby like nobody as last time.

PROMISE

I will not sad anymore

as i promise myself

pain + hurt = experience

i do appreciate everythings and every moments

it sweet plus bitter

what a joke for me

what in my mind right now

just concentrate on my career

i want earn as much money as i can

i want bk my wild life

drink drank drunk

I need you beer

u are my everythings BEER

little life call steven

finally back to JB again

 10days staying at home

felt like don't wanna bk to JB anymore

but

 need start my new career in sg

i swear next trip bk my hometown

 will shop crazily with my parent them

and

no need worry about budget

hope always can stay beside my family members

KL

i will be bk just dunno when

must cheer myself and work hard

will owe remind myself

don't so simply give up
 believe become...

last but not least 

thanks my eldest sis

that caught bk my iphone from dropping on the floor

really thanks

if not cry die me

i will owe remember this date 26/12/2011

It's very sad

almost can't endure my tear 

when i think about the financial that been facing recently

i blame myself

why i can't earn much 

 even can't afford to buy anythings for my parent

heartache

i don't want this kind of life

i want to success

v my diploma cert

and 

my working experienced

now i more worrying about my eldest bro

his daughter will start study soon

really worrying

don't know he can manage to cover his financial or not

i want all my sibling live happily

this is my dream

i know this few year my eldest sis had been suffer 

due to financial problem in my family

she is tough enough

and 

i'am envy to her attitude

hope can learn from my sis

Do u know why i guide u so STRAIGHT

it just because i want to correct yr mistake

so someday u can success v colorful life

i just scare u will make mistake and cheat by other again

and

that time i can't even help you

i want you to inform me early about yr decision and everything

it's just because

i can stop you, if that is wrong step

but

everytime u won't listen to me

and

what that other said

u owe will listen to....

yr attitude like yr mum

like to listen other but not me

u didn't realize that eric told u

don't resign first cuz

u are not stable in HLA life

but do u know that

this i also told u before

but u never listen what i said

that why i give up to care u this friend

cuz within this year

u never listen to what i said

that why i hate to talk with u 

sometime

u even will not realize

that is yr fault

and

u just act dunno and talk about others topic

i most hate about it

anywhere

even i angry just only few days

really dunno why i can't even angry longer

i think u know my attitude well

i only give 3 chances to other

and 

no extra chances will be given

but u are over the chances

however i still given u chances

haizzz