Thanks

knowing you is the greater things that god given to me

you teach me everythings

compared to previous

i more happy than last time

more strong and more independant

thanks

today cut my finger second time in stall

but

does not feel any pain or hurt at all

happy to the max that happen to me in my shop

hit 10k sales in a day

the feeling was so great

^^

steven now

know more on his direction

No Pain No Gain

Thanks for everythings

you are the strongest person that i know

u are my example that achieved greater success

hope can know you more

I AM LOST

Recently my emotion really not that stable

i become more miserable

i like walk into a huge jungle that i lost myself so much

what can i do?

this question owe floating in my brain

i know that's all my own problem

i feel myself very useless

i thought i am the strongest 

but

today i feel myself weak like a frog

i even can't take care myself well

someone tell me that i owe depend on others

i really useless

at my aged i even can't manage myself well

what should i do?

since small till now

only myself that planning my life

i really tired all of this

everything i solved alone face alone

i tired to the max

hope everything will end soon

 'I HATE TO SMILE'

'I LOST MY SMILE'

but need to keep smiling

surprise

Finally promote to customer service executive

my lao pan really give me a big surprise

love all my colleagues so much

i will do my best and give u all my best

still have a lot of things to learn 

my weakness is the area that i need to improve most

recently i happy with my life so much

cause of all my friends, colleagues, family members

that always accompany me

they really bright my day

i feel caring from them so much

and

i know that u all are very care about me

i promise u all

i will life better and take care myself more

i will not let myself down anymore

 

Company

my company Aspial

hope promote to CSE soon

but seem like doesn't have any news that i will be promote

just do my part enough 

although don't have chance to promote to CSE but i happy with my working environment

as long as i still in woodland

in a short period i own my service star & compliment feedback from customer
but i doesn't feel satisfied at all
cuz i still feel that i have a lot of weakness that i need to improve
now 

i just wish to earn more

save more

feel like my family members have critical for their life 'MONEY'

steven must be strong

i promise can't so simply drop my tear

my tear only for my family members

i miss you kor kor jie jie nanny mum and dad

i really miss you all

Finally i own a platinum card from standard chartered

at my age 22 years old

It's nearest to get my 5C

had been long time didn't blogging

time flies it been 7 month i had work in singapore

The pay from my company change my life.

i can have a lot of saving at the same time

It also have sufficient money to spent for my parent

The things that i scare most is the day being transfer to other outlet

if the day came

will i stay or continue the asnwer???

myself also don't know

Right now!!!!

I need to cheer myself

i promise i will bring more money back home

i will save more

I love You

My

FAMILY

hard to breath

so suffering about the situation right now

what to do....

i really don't know

is a big amount for me to pay for the loan

if i make this step and agree with it

i am very stress

why this owe happen on me

i am tired

how far i upgrade myself

the money is the most big problem for me

i really tired

can i relax myself

i am strength less 

i think i will cry soon

beg for me

broken heart

Had been long time i did not updated my blog

feel tired of my life

although earn a lot of money but i not happy

my smile and laugh is fake

i feel alone

don't know why suddenly have such feeling

i miss my home

 miss my mum and dad so much

 hope i can spent more time with  them

now my mind just have my family

they are the people who most important for me

i feel like i don't have any best friend 

who i can trust 

and

who that i can lean on and sharing my pressure

next month will be 22 years old

and

i have nothing.

i have 1 wish

hope i can celebrate my b'day with my family members

but

can't cuz i need to work on that day

had been a quite long time didn't celebrate my b'day together with my family 

 mum i miss you so much

my life like totally miserable

can i cried like a baby 

cry like a baby like nobody as last time.