过去的回忆 (PART 4)

The kid now become a teenager and further his study in TARCOLLEGE
He attending all the lecture and tutorial classes but his heart not in studying at all
First he join swimming cuz he hope can get a certificate and can make him easy to join airlines.
but that is not true cuz he can't achieved his dream and now he change his mind to not be a steward that mean cabin crew.
First semester he get a worst result among his classmates...
felt very shame to his family member cuz waste of money to further study but not getting good result.
He just know hang around and surfing for the internet.. during exam also same...
second semester still the same... a worst result.... he can't even apologize himself...
thirth semester he decide to take 7 subject in the short semester... this is a challenging and a tough for him..... luckily he get a good classmates name 'S' and this classmated willing to spent much time on him in order for him to pass all..
Thanks 'S' a lot.......

(to be continue)

过去的回忆 (PART 3)

HE DIDN'T GET A GOOD RESULT IN HIS SPM... ALTHOUGH HE IS INTERESTED IN ART A LOT BUT CAUSE OF NOT ENCOURANGING BY HIS DAD.. HE CHOOSE TO FURTHER HIS STUDY IN HOTEL MANAGEMENT.

HE ALSO WITHOUT BRAIN UNTIL TAKE A SHORT COURSE THAT NEED TO PAY FOR RM2.5K AFTER WENT BACK FROM NASIONAL SERVICE.

AFTER GRADUATED FROM HIGH SCHOOL HE JUST SLOWLY KNEW A LOT OF THINGS THAT HAPPEN ON THIS FEW YEARS... FINANCIAL AND NANNY WITH HER SON RELATION PROBLEMS...
THE NANNY SON NEVER CARE ABOUT HIS MOTHER.... THEY JUST CARE ABOUT THEIR MOTHER IN LAW..... NEVER GIVE ANY EXPENSES ALTHOUGH THEY START THEIR CAREER...

THE NANNY THAT HELPING A LOT WHEN WE HAVING A FINANCIAL PROBLEM THE NANNY HIDE A SIDE AND CRIED CUZ OF THE CHILD THAT BEHAVE LIKE THIS...
AND THIS GUY PROMISES HOW SUFFER HE ARE... HE ALSO WILL TAKE CARE HIS FAMILY AND NANNY AS WELL....

IN COLLEGE LIFE... THIS BRAINESS CHILD STILL HAVENT REALIZE HIS FAMILY HAVING A BIG FINANCIAL PROBLEM AND SPENT MONEY LIKE WATER... HE EVEN DIDN'T GET A GOOD RESULT IN EXAM.. CUZ OF HIS STUPIDNESS

(TO BE CONTINUE)
COLLEGE LIFE

过去的回忆 (PART 2)

THE SECOND YOUNGER KID'S STILL REMEMBER THE FIRST DAY HE STEP INTO KINDERGARDEN IS ACCOMPANY BY HIS MUM AND DAD....
A SMALL KID'S THAT MAKE NOISE CUZ OF SCARING TO START HIS SCHOOL LIFE.. SAME AS HIS STANDARD ONE TOO..
END OF THE YEAR FOR KINDERGARDEN THE LITTLE KID'S WILL HAVE A PERFOMANCE.. FOR HIS CLASS CAUSE OF THE PARENT BUSYING FOR THE BUSINESS AND CAN'T ATTEND BUT FOR SURE THE NANNY WILL ALWAYS BESIDE THE KID'S AND SUPPORT HIM.
THE MUM WILL ALWAYS RENT A LOT OF CARTOON FROM A UNCLE THAT DRIVE A VAN THAT ROUND AROUND IN THE VILLAGE CUZ THE MUM WANT THE KID'S ALWAYS IN BLISSFUL CONDITON AND TO FILFUL THE KID'S LEISURE TIME, ALTHOUGH THE DAD IS NOT ENCOURANGING.
NANNY WILL ALWAYS CHECK OUR HOMEWORK AND GUARD FOR OUR EDUCATION AND STUDIES.
ALTHOUGH THE MUM WENT BACK FROM MARKET LATELY SHE STILL WILL RIDE A MOTORBIKE TO THE SCHOOL AND FECTH THE CHILD BACK...
BEFORE BACK HOME SURE THE MOTHER WILL BRING THE KID'S GO TO PASTRY SHOP TO PURCHASE SOME UNIQUE SMALL CAKE AND SOME SNACK TOO..
WHEN THE LITTLE GUY STEP INTO SECONDARY SCHOOL HE JUST REALIZE STUDY IS IMPORTANT... THE MOTHER OWE TO FULFIL HIS REQUEST GAVE HIM EXTRA POCKET MONEY CUZ SCARE THE SON TORTURE HIS STOMACH... ALTHOUGH HE WENT TO TUITION BUT HE STILL STUPID AND CAN't GET GOOD RESULT IN EXAM...
MUM ALREADY OLDER 1 YEAR THAN 1 YEAR... STOP GOING TO SALOON......
DURING SECONDARY SKUL THE DAD HAD INCIDENTLY CRASH BY A CAR WHILE RIDE A MOTOR A LEG THAT NEED TO FILL UP A SMALL IRON IN ORDER TO SUPPORT TO WALK AGAIN.....
DURING FROM 5, HIS MUM CUZ OF OVER WORKING AND EFFECT THE KIDNEY AND PANCREASE HAD A STONE AND NEED TO DO A OPERATION ON IT.
AND BECOME WEAK DAY BY DAY.

(TO BE CONTINUE)

过去的回忆 (PART 1)

A LITTLE BOY THAT LIVE IN A SMALL TOWN..
HE HAVE 2 SISTER, 1 BRO AND 1 YOUNGER BROTHER
AND HE WAS THE SECOND YOUNGER,
AH GIRL, AH BOY, AH PENG, MENG ZHAI AND ENG ENG
HE STILL REMEMBER WHEN HE WAS A LITTLE KID'S
HE HAD A HAPPY FAMILY THAT IN GOOD CONDITION WITHOUT ANY FINANCIAL PROBLEM.
THE DAD THAT WORK HARDER TO EARN MONEY TO SUPPORT THE FAMILY AND
THE MOTHER EVERYDAY WENT OUT TO THE STALL WITH HIS FATHER EARLY IN THE MORNING 2 A CLOCK TO PREPARE THE MEAT THAT SELL IN THE MARKET..
THE LITTILE KID'S PARENT WILL LATELY BACK HOME UNTIL 2 OR 3 IN THE AFTERNOON.
THIS IS A TOUGH JOB AND NOT EASY AS EVERYONE THOUGH
THE LITTLE BOY MOTHER AND NANNY WILL ALWAYS BESIDE THE CHILDREN WHEN THEY WAS SCARE, CRIED AND PAMPERED.
THE FATHER THAT ALWAY PRETEND HAPPY BUT IN HIS HEART HE NOT AS HAPPY AS US THINK.
THE LITTLE KID'S MOTHER WILL ALWAYS BRING ALONG HER KID'S ONCE A MONTH TO THE SALOON WHILE SHE HAD LEISURE TIME... THE MOTHER DRESS NICELY AND WENT TO SALOON FOR TREATMENT AND CUTTING A NEW HAIRSTYLE..
THAT IS THE LITTLE KID'S MUM THAT ALWAYS IS THE MOST PRETIEST IN HIS HEART....
WHENEVER THE KID'S REQUEST ANYTHING FROM THE MUM, SHE WILL ALWAYS GIVE AND PURCHASE TO THE SON AND DAUGHTER....
NANNY WILL BRING THE KID'S HANG AROUND AND PLAY AROUND EVERY SUNDAY AND SATURDAY......
THE DAD THAT ACTUALLY VERY CARE FOR THE CHILD BUT HE DUNNO HOW TO SHOW IT... THAT OWE MAKE THE KID'S TO MISUNDERSTAND ABOUT HIM
ONLY MONDAY THE PARENT CAN HAVE A OFFDAY AND THE FATHER WILL BRING THEM HAVE A BREAKFAST EARLY IN THE MORNING AND ALL OF US WILL GATHER IN THE NIGHT TO HAVE A DINNER TOGETHER...

(TO BE CONTINUE)

hell

this is my beginning of my life......
a dark and scary life will come to me
really hope can end my life..
i hope my sir name is not start from LIEW
i hope i didn't born in this world...
i am pressure...
why it should happen on me...
i just 20 year old......

my nanny bastard son never give my nanny any money...
didn't celebrate mother day v my nanny....
and today my 2scd sis told me every week my dad also request some $ for transaction in business..


i am scare... i really not dare to think what next things will happen to me...
financial is a big problem ....
i wish i will end my life with peace

i hate

if i have choice i wish never born in this world,
i hate my life
i need to work the job i dislike
do things that i dislike
i am not prefect as u all think
please don't give me so much pressure
what i want is
hope to get my own space
(PLEASE DON'T TOUCH MY THINGS)
please let me relax.....i really hope i can have a rest...
why u all owed can't understand me
what u feel when pocket is empty..
shampoo almost finish scared no money to buy new 1

not my own life

long time didn't update my blog already.
Now i am back!!!!
really dunno what should i do after finish my exam.
should i find a permanent job?
should i continue work in hotel industry?
should i?
i dislike my life...
work the job that i dislike>>
do the things that i dislike>>
really hope can get my own space...
maybe i will work in genting>>
is't that a beginning of my life....
work in genting... live in genting... life in genting....
actually i dislike... but cuz of the attractive salary...
i need to do that.... GENTING....
i am coming..