black sheep boy in b'day month

why my luck seem like change to bad
everything going not smooth
hard to get customer while calling
wanna cried
feel like very tired
but i know not only me but my colleague as well
but some of my colleague are damp lucky
cuz got third party to help
feeling really exhausted
can i rest more
i hope can throw away all my worried
can i be strong!can i!
i really miserable
hope i can be stronger and stronger

cried

today my tear drop
had been long time i never drop my tear out
not because of money but is my performance
felt sorry to my boss
that i can't help him much in order to hit his target
i had fail my task and responsibility as a employee
pls forgive me