Company

my company Aspial

hope promote to CSE soon

but seem like doesn't have any news that i will be promote

just do my part enough 

although don't have chance to promote to CSE but i happy with my working environment

as long as i still in woodland

in a short period i own my service star & compliment feedback from customer
but i doesn't feel satisfied at all
cuz i still feel that i have a lot of weakness that i need to improve
now 

i just wish to earn more

save more

feel like my family members have critical for their life 'MONEY'

steven must be strong

i promise can't so simply drop my tear

my tear only for my family members

i miss you kor kor jie jie nanny mum and dad

i really miss you all

Finally i own a platinum card from standard chartered

at my age 22 years old

It's nearest to get my 5C

had been long time didn't blogging

time flies it been 7 month i had work in singapore

The pay from my company change my life.

i can have a lot of saving at the same time

It also have sufficient money to spent for my parent

The things that i scare most is the day being transfer to other outlet

if the day came

will i stay or continue the asnwer???

myself also don't know

Right now!!!!

I need to cheer myself

i promise i will bring more money back home

i will save more

I love You

My

FAMILY

hard to breath

so suffering about the situation right now

what to do....

i really don't know

is a big amount for me to pay for the loan

if i make this step and agree with it

i am very stress

why this owe happen on me

i am tired

how far i upgrade myself

the money is the most big problem for me

i really tired

can i relax myself

i am strength less 

i think i will cry soon

beg for me

broken heart

Had been long time i did not updated my blog

feel tired of my life

although earn a lot of money but i not happy

my smile and laugh is fake

i feel alone

don't know why suddenly have such feeling

i miss my home

 miss my mum and dad so much

 hope i can spent more time with  them

now my mind just have my family

they are the people who most important for me

i feel like i don't have any best friend 

who i can trust 

and

who that i can lean on and sharing my pressure

next month will be 22 years old

and

i have nothing.

i have 1 wish

hope i can celebrate my b'day with my family members

but

can't cuz i need to work on that day

had been a quite long time didn't celebrate my b'day together with my family 

 mum i miss you so much

my life like totally miserable

can i cried like a baby 

cry like a baby like nobody as last time.

PROMISE

I will not sad anymore

as i promise myself

pain + hurt = experience

i do appreciate everythings and every moments

it sweet plus bitter

what a joke for me

what in my mind right now

just concentrate on my career

i want earn as much money as i can

i want bk my wild life

drink drank drunk

I need you beer

u are my everythings BEER