my b'day 0630

i am so happy that 3 of my friends
siu mei
bee peng
and
wei pin
come to genting and celebrate my b'day...thanks a lots
is a memorable day for me
we have meal together
sing-k
that really make myself enjoy very much other than that thanks to
MR xxxxx bought a cake for me
and drinks
MRxxxx really take care of me a lot
give me advise
i want to thanksMR xxxxx very much cuz make a b'day card for me
so surprise when i back to my room and open the envelope
that time my tear drop and cried
so malu
luckily all people is sleep...
20th year old le...must gambateh d..
thanks to my 2nd sis as well
cuz came to genting visit me
and ate cake v me..
thanks to all people who wished for my b'day
love u all so much

my b'day

today salary bank in...
first time gave money for my parent...
and today also ate till very full
steamboat buffet
long time didn't eat that much..
but quite expensive..
althought salary was bank in..
i need to save it..
cuz cannot simply waste and spent...
erm.... this year b'day without cake
nvm is't ok d...
today finally my dad called me..
surprise and happy...
cuz long time didn't get call from them..
wish to hear voice from my mum...
miss my mum so much...
today also sign my first month performance...
hope can be better..
i already tried my best at all the time..
but still the same...
20 year old already... must always be happy oh..
steven...

miss home

miss my home
waiting my family to call me
but my phone was not ringing...
everyday alone in room
and do nothing
eat less and less
become thin and thin than before
this is my life in genting...
break time eat alone...
today got customer asked me... why u can smile till so happy..
even i frequently came to genting also not as happy as you..
cuz i just hope my guest and people around me can happy always
although i am sad inner and happy outer.
i need to be strong in order to survive
till now my parent also never give me an call...
that is the most sad things....
cuz previously in college time
my parent still will call and ask how i am..
but i think that will slowly dissappear
and won't happen again...

appraisal

first time get appraisal from guest..
next month will award vouncher...
thanks to someone also cuz save my life
the moment that people help me
my tear like want to drop out
cuz i am damp scare and no appetite during my break time
thanks a lot..
i think only today will be the most happy happy working day
cuz it seldom can get all the kind .......... when on duty
thanks K.......th also cuz tried his best to help me..

过去的回忆 (PART 5)

FINALLY HE GRADUATED FROM
DIPLOMA IN HOSPITALITY HOTEL MANAGEMENT..
AND GET A CAREER WITH GENTING RESORT BHD..
FAMILY FELT GALD TO HIM..
BUT AT THE SAME TIME HE NOT HAPPY AT ALL
THE MOMENT HE GET THIS CAREER
CAUSE OF THE SALARY THAT FORCE HIM TO CONTINUE WORK
HE ALWAYS TRIED HIS BEST ALL THE TIME
AND MAKE PEOPLE LAUGH ALL THE TIME
BUT SEEM HE IS NOT HAPPY AT ALL...
AT THE SAME TIME UNDER PROBATIONARY AND GET A WARNING LETTER
CUZ INCIDENTLY ISSUE A GWC TO A MALAY THAT ENTER CASINO IN MC1.
THAT MY FALSE.........
EVERYDAY FELT STRESS WHEN GOING TO WORK
BUT STILL PRETEND HAPPY AND SMILE...
HOPE CAN GET A JOB THAT I LIKE MOST
BUT I KNOW THAT IS NOT REALLY ENCOURAGING FROM MY FAMILY..
CUZ THIS SALARY CAN SUPPORT MY FAMILY WELL...
I REALLY HOPE CAN CONTINUE STUDY AND DO WHAT I LIKE.