miss home

miss my home
waiting my family to call me
but my phone was not ringing...
everyday alone in room
and do nothing
eat less and less
become thin and thin than before
this is my life in genting...
break time eat alone...
today got customer asked me... why u can smile till so happy..
even i frequently came to genting also not as happy as you..
cuz i just hope my guest and people around me can happy always
although i am sad inner and happy outer.
i need to be strong in order to survive
till now my parent also never give me an call...
that is the most sad things....
cuz previously in college time
my parent still will call and ask how i am..
but i think that will slowly dissappear
and won't happen again...