I AM LOST

Recently my emotion really not that stable

i become more miserable

i like walk into a huge jungle that i lost myself so much

what can i do?

this question owe floating in my brain

i know that's all my own problem

i feel myself very useless

i thought i am the strongest 

but

today i feel myself weak like a frog

i even can't take care myself well

someone tell me that i owe depend on others

i really useless

at my aged i even can't manage myself well

what should i do?

since small till now

only myself that planning my life

i really tired all of this

everything i solved alone face alone

i tired to the max

hope everything will end soon

 'I HATE TO SMILE'

'I LOST MY SMILE'

but need to keep smiling