RESULT

today result release.... OMG...
althought got fail but i not really sad
because i know i already try my best
sit for every paper...
i failed human resources and housekeeping management
ENGLISH FOR HOSPITALITY B-
PRINCIPLES OF MANAGEMENT AND HUMAN RESOURCE C- (RESIT)
RESTAURANT MANAGEMENT B+
HOUSEKEEPING MANAGEMENT C- (RESIT)
FOOD AND BEVERAGE CONTROL B
FOOD PREPARATION 1 B-
ACCOUNTING AND FRENCH 2 (RESIT)
TOTAL RESIT PAPER I HAVE TO RESIT IS 4... FOR RIGHT NOW
I POST MY RESULT AT HERE IS
JUST TO REMIND MYSELF TO WORK MORE HARDER..
my CGPA increase 1 semester compare to previous semester..
quite happy and now my target is risk up my CGPA to more higher
GAMBATEH STEVEN
i believe that i can do it.....
struggle for my future....
achieve my goal with my effort..

happy birthday father

i slept 14 hour just woke up
4am-6pm
today my dad birthday,
i wish my dad life healthy and happily for all the time,
5 of us share money for bought a wallet to my dad,
cuz my bro said is time to change a new wallet for my dad,
my nanny said inside the wallet cannot be empty,
so my bro take it out his money and put in rm88.80,
we steamboat buffet with my dad for celebrate his birthday,
at HONG HONG steamboat restaurant
steamboat + bbq (2 in 1)
very happy while steamboat with all my family members
and my bro always joke around with me... cuz he sit beside me hehe
ate until very full haha..

2 week + stuck

time really past like wind,
next week will be 3 week for this semester and result will release,
this semester really hard to study,
LAW FOR HOSPITALITY,
MAINTENANCE
STRATEGIC MANAGEMENT
FOOD AND BEVERAGE MANAGEMENT
BAKING AND PASTRY
MARKETING
+
MY RESIT PAPER
now my mood to attend class already disappear
dunno what is my purposed go for class
cuz in class i just day dream and joke around with my friend only,
lecture class,
totally not interested on it.
unhealthy habit still with me
hard to away myself from it.
maybe hostel and that area is the place i start s..............
so when i went back
i start again,

steven brain stuck
just now my hp drop on floor
and i need to restart my phone again
when set for the time and date..
i almost forgot this month is september or october.
omg.... wtf my brain right now...
who can tell me?
what happen to my brain.

MISERABLE

10TH OCT
Today wake up, my dad and mum bring me to massage my leg.. really pain now i can't even walked properly and can't use much energy on my right leg.. hope will recover soon....

MISERABLE

i dunno who i am again

i dunno what i want

i in maze again

this time in maze

because

i worry my future

i use money like use water

money is hard to earn

but

i still can't change my bad habit

cuz already usual

my brain was stuck

i can't memories well

invisible image flowing in my brain

make me suffer

and

suffer

i realize that my communication

can't really show what i want to said

and

sometime will let people misunderstood

because of that

everytime also make people

confuse that what i said..

i will change

(T.T)

i will

i can't imagine a new semester

i can't even predict what will happen on me again

i can't predict

O9 OCT

7AM slept and 9am wake up for badminton with my friend onn yong and his segi college classmates at cheras.... we need to take train at kepong centre to taman tasik selatan.. omg ktm again... HATE... while play badminton i not purposely hurt my nerve on my hand and leg ... now my right leg can't even walk properly and really hurt....... night decide go to pasar malam walk walk also cancel d..... when we want take train from taman tasik selatan back to kepong the 'f**k KTM again.... how come suddenly close counter and just can purchase ticket from machine only really f**k make us long queue just can get the ticket, then got people queue at the counter there although got sign board put that 'COUNTER CLOSE'... omg what a suck KTM in malaysia...
2.45pm reach kepong, we prefer have our lunch at mcdonald cuz cheaper and convinience.... but after ate my friend get SAMAN rm60 cuz forgot pay parking fee... Today i just know all parking lot need to pay for parking fee..... OMG i drive almost 1 year already i also dunno parking lot beside the shop or road need pay for parking fee d le... Luckily before i didn't get SAMAN, if not sure my parent kill me....

NICE DAY

today evening 4pm drive out, first destination is frendter cafe at kepong with siu mei and bee peng... omg lousy cafe.... damp bored and nothing special after that go to fecth wei pin for pasar malam with us at taman ehsan... hehe after pasar malam then fetch onn yong also cuz he just finished his last paper at segi college, wei pin suggest buffet at 'De PASTRY Chef' nice and great idea... After dinner we decided walk walk at DESA PART CITY omg owesome... that place very nice and all the rich people are staying at there damp nice and high class... now i tell myself in future i will be one of the resident in that area... i will try my best to achieve my gold..... then my friend said that i drive car like drive boat haha.. cuz not stable hehe.. sorry cuz my driving skill not that good.. i will try to improve hehe....

De PASTRY Chef Buffet

decoration beside the food corner

decoration beside the entrance

food corner
food corner nicedeliciouswa....owesome

my dessert medelicious like itwei pin eatingbee peng
siu mei she very hungry haha

nice picture

PRICE

nice and reasonable price

HEALTH BREAKFAST

8AM-11AM-rm8nett

rm12nett sat and sun

BURP LUNCH

12PM-3PM-rm12nett

rm18nett sat and sun

YUMMY Hi-Tea

3PM-6PM-rm12nett

rm18- sat and sun

SUPER VALUE DINNER

7PM-10.30-rm16nett

rm22nett-fri-sun

I LIKE IT SO MUCH

(~.~)

3oct
went to sungei wang lantern concert... with my sis nanny, young bro cuz get VIP tickets from my friend.... but ON THE WAY going there, we just know that the VIP tickets is standing zone..... OMG.... terrible crowded and hot.. sweating while standing at there to watched the concert...... until we really 'beh tahan' cuz very hot..... after that we just know that the screen is better and clear than the VIP tickets OMG....

4oct
Went to jusco with edwin and visit my friend that work at jusco Digi Centre his name Kian Seng.. already long time didn't find him haha.... we have a nice cit cat and fun talk also..... both of them will buy a new car for their own..... JEALOUS
Then night helped my nanny hang up all the lantern and not purposely make a new scar on my hand.... haizzz

6oct

today wake up early and together work with mun yee at midvalley..... this job damp hard.. cuz need to survey people with many 'PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTIAL' questions.... omg

below are the following question need to call and ask people:

1)THIS COMPANY ARE YR OWN YRSELF?

2)ARE YOU ONE OF THE DECISION MAKER FOR THE COMPANY?

3)WHO GOING TO MAKE DECISION FOR ALL THE FINANCIAL AND WHICH BANK TO USED?

4) ARE YOU THE BOSS ?

5)NAME OF THE COMPANY?

6) WHAT PRODUCT THAT U PRODUCED?

7)HOW MANY EMPLOYEES THAT WORK WITH YOU?

8)CAN U TELL ME YR ANNUAL SALES FOR THE YEAR?

9) WHICH BANK YOU ARE USING FOR

SAVING ACCOUNT

CURRENT ACCOUNT

FIXED ACCOUNT

SHOP LOAN OVERDRAF

CREDIT CARD DEBIT CARD

AND

ETC

so sensitif question haizzzzz luckily i think hard to solve and try my best to solve all the challeged that i face while calling them... the question like i wanna to kidnap them haha.....

my knowledge and cantonese all return to my teacher and parent

cuz that time i can't speak cantonese with people who communicate with me in cantonese

sad

and i just realize i still need to upgrade myself to be the better one

cuz i havent be the best of the best

GAMBATEH

stevenliew

KTM

Kan Ta Ma(2)

i f**k the KTM

shit

the ktm is fecth people

or

carry material

why because of material delay the train

i f**k KTM

make me after and hour just reach home

reach home still quarrel with sis

sad

hurt

cried 45 minutes

cuz get hurt

dunno how to describes

just can said yesterday i am very sad

03 oct

MYSELF

I HATE MYSELF

I AM STUPID

FRUSTRATED

I SHOULD NOT BE TOO KIND TO EVERYONE

FROM NOW

I WILL BECOME AN EVIL, MONSTER

OR

COOL BLOOD HUMAN

TO PROTECT MY OWN

I WILLING TO USE DIRTY WAY TO WIN

AND

TO GET WHAT I WANT

START FROM NOW

I SHOULD NOT CARE ABOUT

FEELING FROM OTHER PEOPLE

I SHOULD BE SELFISH

EVERYONE

PLEASE DON'T BLAME ME

IF I CHANGE MYSELF

CAREER

SHOULD I BE TUITION TEACHER

MY FRIEND OFFER ME A GREAT SALARY

AND

ALSO OFFER TO FURTHER MY STUDY

BUT

I NEED TO MOVE STAY PERAK

IF I WORK AT THERE

LET ME CONSIDER FIRST

CUZ I NEED TO FINISH MY DIPLOMA FIRST

NOW I JUST WANT FAST FAST GRADUATED

AND

EARNED MONEY

I WAKE UP ALREADY

MAYBE

I SUITABLE TO LIVE IN MY OWN WORLD ONLY

FRUSTARED

I AM NOT IN MOOD

FRUSTATED WITH ALL THE THING

I TOO TORELATED WITH PEOPLE ALREADY

TO SUCCESS I SHOULD BECOME CRUEL

I SHOULD NOT HAVE HUMANITY TO EVERYONE

THIS WORLD IS REALITY

NOW

I ONLY BELIEVE MYSELF

STOP ALL THE

KINDNESS

PITYNESS

AND

FORGIVENESS

STOP IT.