03 oct

MYSELF

I HATE MYSELF

I AM STUPID

FRUSTRATED

I SHOULD NOT BE TOO KIND TO EVERYONE

FROM NOW

I WILL BECOME AN EVIL, MONSTER

OR

COOL BLOOD HUMAN

TO PROTECT MY OWN

I WILLING TO USE DIRTY WAY TO WIN

AND

TO GET WHAT I WANT

START FROM NOW

I SHOULD NOT CARE ABOUT

FEELING FROM OTHER PEOPLE

I SHOULD BE SELFISH

EVERYONE

PLEASE DON'T BLAME ME

IF I CHANGE MYSELF

CAREER

SHOULD I BE TUITION TEACHER

MY FRIEND OFFER ME A GREAT SALARY

AND

ALSO OFFER TO FURTHER MY STUDY

BUT

I NEED TO MOVE STAY PERAK

IF I WORK AT THERE

LET ME CONSIDER FIRST

CUZ I NEED TO FINISH MY DIPLOMA FIRST

NOW I JUST WANT FAST FAST GRADUATED

AND

EARNED MONEY

I WAKE UP ALREADY

MAYBE

I SUITABLE TO LIVE IN MY OWN WORLD ONLY

FRUSTARED

I AM NOT IN MOOD

FRUSTATED WITH ALL THE THING

I TOO TORELATED WITH PEOPLE ALREADY

TO SUCCESS I SHOULD BECOME CRUEL

I SHOULD NOT HAVE HUMANITY TO EVERYONE

THIS WORLD IS REALITY

NOW

I ONLY BELIEVE MYSELF

STOP ALL THE

KINDNESS

PITYNESS

AND

FORGIVENESS

STOP IT.