CRIED ON CHRISTMAS EVE

I CRIED ON CHRISTMAS EVE
CUZ OF SOMETHING HAPPEN
I JUST WANT A NORMAL LIFE
I NOT CARE RICH OR POOR
THANKS FOR MY FRIEND
ZOE AND JENNY
THIS MORNING MAKE MY HEART MORE PAIN
THE FEELING IS I CAN'T EVER DESCRIBE
LIKE
A KNIFE STOOD INTO MY HEART
I JUST HOPE
YOU WON'T DO THAT AGAIN

FEELING

miserable!!!

NOW
what is in my mind?
MONEY
i need money to let my parent live better
hope they will understand
i scare to call back home
cuz
i scare u all worry about me
i really love u all
money can change everything
when i phone back
nanny told me
my bro ask me don't admit him as my bro
that time
really hurt
but i believe one day
he will understand
why i make this decision to leave KL.
pls forgive mine selfishness

DANGA BAY AND BENUT - JOHOR BAHRU

ZOE DRIVING

STEVEN ~ ME

BENUT COW COW......

JOURNEY TO BENUT
PALM OIL FARM

WENT TO BENUT WITH ZOE
CUZ NEED TO
FETCH HER MAID GOING BACK TO INDO
NICE AND FUN
BENUT IS A SMALL VILLAGE
GREENERY
SILENT
AND
RELAX
NICE JOURNEY FOR WHOLE DAYNICE NICE
TERMINAL
DANGA BAY
ONE OF THE NICE PLACE AS WELL
REALLY CAN RELEASE MY STRESS
ONCE I REACH DANGA BAY

MY LIFE NOW LIKE PARADISE

SUTERA MALL

FIRST TIME EAT THIS

TOO FREE

WHO IS BEHIND ME?

JENNY IS BEHIND ME JUST NOW HAHA

POTATO TWISTER

THIS FEW DAYS ACC MY CRAZIER FRIEND

WORKING FOR ROAD SHOW
LOCATION
AT JOHOR BAHRU SUTERA MALL
FUN AND CRAZIER
ONLY CAN SAID THAT
WE LAUGH NON-STOP

LOOKING IN YR EYES
I SEE A PARADISE
THIS WORLD THAT I FOUND
IS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE
STANDING HERE BESIDE YOU
THIS LOVE IN MY HEART LET'S SAY WE'RE CRAZY
I DON'T CARE ABOUT IT.
FROM ISSABELLA LUSION

DESARU BEACH

STEVEN LIEW

HAD BEEN HALF YEAR NEVER VISIT TO ANY BEACH

THANKS TO THEM
BRING ME TO DESURA BEACH FOR RELAX..
IS A NICE PLACE
ALTHOUGHT NOW MY BRAIN IS BLANK
BUT
I WILL TRY MY BEST TO FIND BACK MY DIRECTION
STEVEN

ALL THE BESTJENNY AND MEBEACH EXERCISING

THOMAS AND ME
JENNY EMO-ING HAHA
ZOE AND JENNY 90 CENTURY PICT

Y(@.@)Y

OUTING V FRIEND
22,23 NOVEMBER 2010

NEW COLOUR FOR MY HAIR

FINALLY I LEAVE RWG
RWG STAND FOR RESORT WORLD GENTING
IT BRING ME A LOT OF SADNESS AND HAPPINIESS
DURING THIS 6 MONTHS
I HAD LEARN A LOT REALLY A LOT
AND
ENCOUNTER A LOT OF SITUATION
FUSSY GUEST, CRAZY GUEST, STUPID GUEST
AND MANY MORE
IT MAKE ME GROW UP MORE
NOW IS TIME TO EXPLORE NEW LIFE AGAIN
HOPE CAN ALWAYS CONTACT V U ALL
MY BUDDY AT GENTING


GROUP C BUDDIEST

Kenji Wu 吳克群 - 沒關係 Mei guan xi Lyric :

nǐ lí kāi de shí hòu méi yǒu yī jù
你離開的時候沒有一句
méi yǒu yī jù duì bù qǐ duì bù qǐ shì wǒ tài zhí mí
沒有一句對不起 對不起是我太執迷
nǐ lí kāi de shí hòu méi yǒu yī jù
你離開的時候沒有一句
méi yǒu yī jù huà shuì qīng shuì qīng chǔ lí kāi de yuán yīn
沒有一句話說清 說清楚離開的原因

yě xū tā kě kào tā shí jì tā bù yī yàng
也許他可靠 他實際 他不一樣
tā néng gòu gěi nǐ ān quán gǎn bù zhǐ mèng xiǎng
他能夠給你安全感 不只夢想
shuí huán zài hū yī qǐ shǎ shǎ shuì guò de nà xiē huà
誰還在乎一起傻傻說過的那些話

méi guān xì wǒ mén fēn le méi guān xì
沒關係 我們分了沒關係
zhè bú shì nǐ de wèn tí shì wǒ méi nà gè fú qì
這不是你的問題 是我沒那個福氣
méi fú qì què yòu ài shàng nǐ
沒福氣卻又愛上你
jiù suàn kū le méi guān xì zhè bú shì nǐ de wèn tí
就算哭了沒關係 這不是你的問題
tòng tòng kuài kuài gěi wǒ yī qiāng wǒ méi guān xì méi guān xì méi guān xì
痛痛快快給我一槍 我沒關係 沒關係 沒關係


nǐ lí kāi de shí hòu méi yǒu yī jù
你離開的時候沒有一句
méi yǒu yī jù duì bù qǐ duì bù qǐ shì wǒ tài zhí mí
沒有一句對不起 對不起是我太執迷
nǐ lí kāi de shí hòu méi yǒu yī jù
你離開的時候沒有一句
méi yǒu yī jù huà shuì qīng shuì qīng chǔ nǐ lí kāi de yuán yīn
沒有一句話說清 說清楚你離開的原因

yě xū tā kě kào tā shí jì tā bù yī yàng
也許他可靠 他實際 他不一樣
tā néng gòu gěi nǐ ān quán gǎn bù zhǐ mèng xiǎng
他能夠給你安全感 不只夢想
shuí huán zài hū yī qǐ shǎ shǎ shuì guò de nà xiē huà
誰還在乎一起傻傻說過的那些話


méi guān xì wǒ mén fēn le méi guān xì
沒關係 我們分了沒關係
zhè bú shì nǐ de wèn tí shì wǒ méi nà gè fú qì
這不是你的問題 是我沒那個福氣
méi fú qì què yòu ài shàng nǐ
沒福氣卻又愛上你
jiù suàn kū le méi guān xì zhè bú shì nǐ de wèn tí
就算哭了沒關係 這不是你的問題
tòng tòng kuài kuài gěi wǒ yī qiāng wǒ méi guān xì
痛痛快快給我一槍 我沒關係

ài qíng lǐ miàn zǒng yǒu yī gè bǐ jiào shǎ guài jiù guài wǒ fàng bù xià NO~~
愛情裡面總有一個比較傻 怪就怪我放不下 NO~~
tòng kǔ gěi wǒ xìng fú liú gěi nǐ hé tā méi guān xì méi guān xì méi guān xì
痛苦給我幸福留給你和他 沒關係 沒關係 沒關係

méi guān xì wǒ mén fēn le méi guān xì
沒關係 我們分了沒關係
zhè bú shì nǐ de wèn tí shì wǒ méi nà gè fú qì
這不是你的問題 是我沒那個福氣
méi fú qì què yòu ài shàng nǐ
沒福氣卻又愛上你
jiù suàn kū le méi guān xì zhè bú shì nǐ de wèn tí
就算哭了沒關係 這不是你的問題
tòng tòng kuài kuài gěi wǒ yī qiāng wǒ méi guān xì méi guān xì méi guān xì
痛痛快快給我一槍 我沒關係 沒關係 沒關係

working life

if include my internship
i had work for 7month
3 month PAN PACIFIC KLIA
as service operator
and
4 month RESORT WORLD GENTING

as guest service assistant
although this is not the job that i wish to work
but i still in this industry
cuz of the salary
sometime i really confusing
who can tell me
education important or career
some of my friend told me
i should plan for my future from right now
my heart owe 15/16
my mum didn't worried me again
since i get this job
and i really reduce her burden
steven need a guide book from someone
to point him a correct directions

This Is My Story Begin With Memories

LOG IN AND LOG OUT
TYPYING SOUND IS EVERYDAY AROUND US
ALL OF US ARE BUSY AROUND
RUSH HERE AND RUSH THERE
GUEST KEPT SHOUTING FAST FAST AND FAST
BUT
ONCE PHOTO OUT SAID UGLY
CAPTURE PHOTO IS OUR TALENT
ONCE FORGET
CHAI SHEN YEA
IN YR CARD
ASK U WAIT U RUN AWAY
LEAVE YOUR BELONGING
IC OR PASSPORT
COME BACK WITH THE SMILE
'WHERE MY PASSPORT'
'WHERE MY IC'
AND
THAT TIME STILL NEED TO REPLY YR SMILE
JUST YOU AND ME KNOW WHAT HAPPEN AT BEHIND
GIVE U GREEN U WANT SILVER
GIVE U SILVER U WANT GOLD
GIVE U GOLD U WANT PLATINUM
IF I AM GOD
I GIVE U THEMATIC

wish to give up.

just now wish to give up
i really almost cry at counter
this is not the life that i want....
full of suffer
pressure
i need someone to lean on
i wish to shout loud loud
release my stress
had been here almost 4 months...
how long i can stand at here..
i hope my family will understand me

what should i do

i really in maze again
like walk into a huge jungle
and lost my way
pls bring me out from maze
i dunno what i am doing
i having my bad habit again

i like far away from my best friend
since i start to work here
i dunno what they think right now
even seldom communicate v them already
i dunno they realize
actually i not really happy

what i can do is hide my sadness
and
show my happiness to others
cuz
i dislike people sad
just hope everyone beside me can happy always

wild life

PLS BRING ME OUT FROM LONELINESS

THINKING OF MY FUTURE

A WILD LIFE BEGIN ON ME

what i am thinking

wish to further my study
but
now i just realize is't impossible
now is time for me to support my family le...
no more thinking of study for this moment

i plan to work in pub, clubbing, or freelancer next year.
cuz this kind of job only can get high paid as now...
what kind of people i am when i finish duty?
when u told me this cannot do...
for the next sure u cannot stop me..
and i will do it without yr notification
and this is my life..
i like my crazy life....

this world have many type of job..
i wish to explore some..
and feel what their feeling
hard job
easy job
tough job
and
without job

in this world i can consider i am lucky
cuz other people are more hard and suffer than me
cuz got people also force to work in the industry....
although they dislike the job
and just of the money

i am this kind of person..
in order to earn more
i can do anything
to achieve it

no longer

NO LONGER WISH TO STAY HERE AT ALL
WISH CAN LEAVE HERE ONCE I ENOUGH SAVING
SAVING THE MONEY NOT ONLY FOR MYSELF
BUT
FOR
MY FAMILY AS WELL
BRAIN WAS STUCK
YESTERDAY FOUND 1 ID GREEN CARD
MY COLLEGUE TYPE WRONG NAME AND B'DAY
AFTER TWO WEEK THE GUEST BACK AND MAKE REPLACEMENT FOR HIS CARD
THEN
I JUST CHANGE ALL AND MAKE IT CORRECT
WHEN I PROCESSED THE CARD
WHY OTHER'S MAKE MISTAKE NOBODY FOUND IT OUT
BUT
ONCE I MAKE MISTAKE SURE GET TOTO...
I HATE IT VERY MUCH

new look...

2 year never cut like this..

steven

steven

steven

finally i can style my hair already
not like previous so short
until people said is 'mushroom head'
hehe

tmr need to work again
work and work and work
i miss my home so much

tired

tired!!!

hope can have a rest
and get a normal job
and also
have normal life as well
really hope can stay at home more
so that
i can accompany my parent more frequent
after growth up
just realize
how important my family mean to me
they are most valuable people in the world
this two month
cuz not always at home
so when i off for 4 days
the money i earned
i will bring them to have a nice meal
i promise to you all
i will let u all life better and better


Bought
some dim sum
for my parent
so.... 2am they can eat some food before going to work

Lyric (Super Junior)

I remember your image who wait for me today
From time to time
When I get though
I always think of you
Thank you!!!!
When i am happy we laugh together
Loving heart are always abounding
Now just received yr heart
Now become a little bit closer
‘Love’
I will always protect you
So we are like how we are now
When you are feeling exhausted, pain or hurt
What you have to do is lean on me
So, we can HAPPY TOGETHER
It’s just a little different
Even those there some criticism or say something from others
I just hope you won’t change
We can cried together when we are feeling down
So that we can stay together and protect each others
‘Happy Together’
Super junior

work without smile + bad luck

why my life full of black luck
3 day ago when i went to briefing
and
i be the scanner of the day
briefed by a.m
that scanner need to be responsible
cop all the date in the form
if have any form didn't cop
then will catch the scanner
.....fine....
that day i cop all the form

tomorrow
i be the cashier
suddenly a.m asked
do u cop all yr form
i replied
not scanner responsible
cop all the form d ma
yesterday is u brief like that to me
*then that day i cop myself the form that havent be cop yet'

but

today when i be scanner
the cashier even didn't help me to cop
when he get some form that havent cop
and asked me to cop
.....nice.....

why my shift alway have special mission
nice that u on back the phone
and ask me to answer
hello....
u know i need to scan ic
type contact log
and today is sunday
u still ask me to answer the phone call
all is regarding to the reservation
and check genting points
that time i request mainpower to pick up the phone
cuz i tiring to answer alone
but u said
this is my responsiblility as a scanner beside the phone
u know u make me very tension
today i work without smile
and
dunno what i am doing
cuz of the stupid phone
and all the collegue
ask me what happen to you
i said the kanasai phone owe rinnging

when a.m scold me cuz i did a mistake again
nvm
i admit that is my fault
cuz the latte genting waiter stand behind my monitor
that time i said
i really tension v that phone
why i asnwer alone
and
she replied
u can ask yr collegue to answer
not only u answer
fine....
why just now i asked you
you said
this is my responsible to asnwer
is't fun


work without smile
and
i hate here

'why when i on duty u just on back the extension'
and
asked me to answer
is't i am kind kind

u know u make me cried in toilet when i back my room
cuz
i am a black luck son in the world

transfer

THE DAY I TRANSFER
IS THE DAY I SUBMIT MY LOVE LETTER
THE FEELING OF UNCOMFORTABLE COME BACK TO ME AGAIN
ALTHOUGH I HAD TRIED MY BEST ALL THE TIME
BUT
I STILL FELT I AM NOT PERFORM WELL


IF I SUBMIT MY LOVE LETTER
I KNOW I CAN'T GIVE MY PARENT SO MUCH EXPENSES
I DISLIKE NOWADAYS BRIEFING
MAKE ME MORE UNCOMFORTABLE

SUDDENLY HOPE TO CONTINUE STUDY
AT HERE ALREADY NOTHING MEAN FOR ME
CUZ OF MY CARELESS MISTAKE
MY RECORD SPOILT BY MY OWN
THAT TOTALLY INFLUENCE MY FUTURE
IF I CHOOSE TO STAY HERE
I THINK
THAT IS NOT A SMART CHOICE FOR ME
AND
I CAN'T EVEN GET A POST
BUT
WILL MAINTAIN AS A NORMAL STAFF
THAT MEAN
MY LIFE WILL
BACKWARD AND NOT FOWARD

THAT WHAT I FELT RIGHT NOW.

funny auntie

i dislike work v people that didn't smile
i dislike work with people that act pro
and
didn't teach others
somemore
leave the people aside
i also dislike work with people that willn't correct people mistake
but
talk the mistake behind of the people
today i meet this people
really dislike


today got one auntie
approach to my counter
then she ask
'u work here how long already'
that time i a bit scare
erm..
1 and half month
oic nowonder la the auntie said
why
she replied
if u work here for 1 year sure u will not smile
like people owe u money
haha
that time i laugh more geng

twilight eclipse

Bella once again finds herself surrounded by danger as Seattle is ravaged by a string of mysterious killings and a malicious vampire continues her quest for revenge. In the midst of it all, she is forced to choose between her love for Edward and her friendship with Jacob -- knowing that her decision has the potential to ignite the struggle between vampire and werewolf. With her graduation quickly approaching, Bella is confronted with the most important decision of her life.

Isabella Swan was a normal teenage girl, in a normal world. Until she met Edward Cullen and Jacob Black. Since then she has been up against a Sadistic Vampire, The Volturi and an angry werewolf, Paul. But what lies ahead is something only Edward's 'brother', Jasper Hale, can help the Cullens with. A Newborn Vampire Army created by a Revenge ridden Victoria for what Edward did to her mate, James. 'Mate for Mate' as Victoria sees it. But what she doesn't know is the Cullens have a secret on their side. With Graduation coming fast, Bella gets more and more worried about becoming immortal and the fight. But the real question is: Who will she choose?

Bella and Edward have been reunited, but their forbidden relationship is threatened to be torn apart again with an evil vampire still seeking her revenge. And Bella is forced to choose between her true love for Edward or her friendship with Jacob Black as the struggles between vampires and werewolves continues. But there is still another choice for Bella to make, mortality or immortality?

After the vote about her becoming immortal, Bella realizes graduation isn't too far away and starts to panic. But she has bigger problems arising, her feelings for Jacob, his feelings for her and Victoria. The vampire who is trying to take revenge on her for Edward killing her James.

I LIKE THIS MOVIE

STEVEN

MONEY

this few day treat my parent ate a lot of good food
this job really can change our life a lot
but at the same time
i know this job is very tension and pressure
hope i can continue and usual v it
tmr start working
hope everythings will be ok.

need to remind myself

my parent are more stress than my job
they need to wake up at 2am
and back home at 3pm
need overtime more than me
now onward i need to remind myself
need to be strong
my dad is super'man'
and my mum really is a super'woman'
i need to learn from them
STEVEN

haircut

why GSA cannot dye hair

why all service line also need to maintain
short hair style?
that why i cut till like thishope can dye my hair
but
just can let it be black colour
this is my new life
and
new look
hope can usual myself v it

knowledges

in this world nobody will success without tear
every success human will have their own story
in order to success is work hard
and
one people told me
to play hard also
hehe
we only given a chance
in our life
and we must
grap that opportunity
once we miss it
is't hard to get back
like my job
this career might change my life
and it really can make my parent life better and better
how suffer i am and tired i am
what i can do is
do my best
show my effort on my career
i believe
one day
i will get a flying and colourful result
STEVEN
'smile always'

I GET BACK MY LEAVE

so happy that i get back my leave
finally i can have a rest for few day
just realize
i thought my job was tough
but
other people career is hardest than mine
how much u get for yr salary
it mean
how much responsible u need to handle for yr work in the company
this career might be changing my life
eventhough i hope can have a try be a cabin crew
but is't not an easy way to get it
and is not and easy work
i just can upgrade my knowledge in order
to survive in this circle
GSA
gAmBaTeH

HOLLYWOOD CASHIER

ACTUALLY BE HOLLYWOOD CASHIER IS A GOOD THINGS
AND POSITION
BUT EARLY IN THE MORNING
LET A GUEST SCOLD ME 'BULL SHIT'
PLS DON'T TALK BULL SHIT
IT CAN SEE U ARE NEW AND I AM TRYING
NEW NOT STAFF IS'T
NVM FORGET IT
WHEN I CLOSING SHIFT
GOT A NEW STAFF FORGOT TO LOG IN ON TRACKING LOG
I SEARCH TILL WANNA CRY..
FINALLY GET IT
BUT GREEN CARD MISSING ONE?
I WONDER HOW WILL MISSING
CUZ WHEN I OPEN SHIFT AND CHECK IS'T TALLY FOR LAST DIGIT
AND THE BAND CARD IN THE DRAWER TALLY TOO
WHAT A BAD DAY FOR ME
UNCLAIMED 2 HOUR
NEVEMIND
BUT
I FELT SORRY TO MY A.M
CUZ HE ALSO SAME TIME CHECK OUT WITH ME
CUZ OF THE MISSING GREEN CARD
SORRY REALLY SORRY
THAT TIME I REALLY STRENGHTLESS
CUZ I DUNNO WHAT SHOULD I DO?
WHEN SUBMIT CASH
JUST REALIZE MY RIGHT LEG WAS PAINFUL TILL HARD TO WALK
EVEN NOW ALSO


MYSELF
I ADMIT THAT I AM PEOPLE THAT CANNOT BE SCOLD
ONE I GET SCOLD
I WILL GET HURT
AND
HARD TO RECOVER
AND MY TEAR EASY DROP
IS'T HARD TO CHANGE
AND
THIS IS ONE OF MY WEAKNESS

july smc group c

AFTER VIVIAN ATE THIS FISH
SHE JUST KNOW THAT
IT REALLY IS A FISH HAHA

BOWLING RESULT

OUR A.M FELIX

smc group C gathering
gathering
so fun we had our dinner at mushroom farm
after that second round
at genting bowling
nice gathering

step shit again

today step new shit again
got one auntie approach to my counter and want to apply card
i never saw this type code before
S1W
what is that!!!
ask senior they also not sure
then i said nvm
cuz card never print out before
then i assume as new applicant
'if get into car i go in my own'
after break got one bastarb
the time i want close shift
slot manager proceed to mc3 counter
said why malay can hold H1 card
i said malay cannot hold H1 card
they only can get H9 card only
after that
the manager said this is a H1 card that gsa issued for the geust
then i check
dunno which senior issued to the guest last year
and help the guest change to chinese name
then i call mc1 senior..
senior ask me updated all the detail and change back the name follow the IC
and
change type code to H9
after i done all
i just know i cannot print that card from mc3
senior said need to asked the slot manager and that guy proceed to CP
then my collegue help me fill up the submit cash envelope
but she wrongly fill up
and i NGAM by a.m
again
that time counter really busy like hell
how i close shift....
argggggggg

scold by someome without reason

what is yr feeeling
when scold by someone without reason
today i first day be hollywood cashier
i really dunno how to filling
but i need to help all my collegue
filling all the document
suck and today just break half hour cuz
the time want break got guest ask me repair i-kiosk
and want bus vouncher at one hub
then that transfer point really not my fault
and not me highlight the paper
scold by xxxxx again..
who asked u to highlight
i replied
i dunno and i not sure
duno... k go asked who highlight
few minutes later
angela ask me u got take one of my filling ma
i said no.. i just help u submit for sign only
that time feel guilty like me lost her things
but the time i want check out
she said she found it and not my false
then
i find out nobody go to submit cash
shit......
maybe is one of my job when be cashier ba..
that time i damp angry and tired
cuz the new staff kept asking me to log in my gcvsp system
to issued vouncher
and
my collegue ask me to help him print vouncher also when i busying filling
then i want find a.m sign
when sign for submit cash
get scold again
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxx
dun find excuse and reason?...
that time i almost let xxxx scold till wanna cry
my mum also never scold me like that
i hate people scold me without reason.
check out 4pm
tired

MUM
yesterday sis told me actually mum wish to call me
but scared i am working
and that will disturb me
hope mum will call to me soon
cuz i told my sis if mum call sure i will call back d
erm
tmr i should call to my mum
miss my mum so much

my b'day 0630

i am so happy that 3 of my friends
siu mei
bee peng
and
wei pin
come to genting and celebrate my b'day...thanks a lots
is a memorable day for me
we have meal together
sing-k
that really make myself enjoy very much other than that thanks to
MR xxxxx bought a cake for me
and drinks
MRxxxx really take care of me a lot
give me advise
i want to thanksMR xxxxx very much cuz make a b'day card for me
so surprise when i back to my room and open the envelope
that time my tear drop and cried
so malu
luckily all people is sleep...
20th year old le...must gambateh d..
thanks to my 2nd sis as well
cuz came to genting visit me
and ate cake v me..
thanks to all people who wished for my b'day
love u all so much