if you is me

if you is me

will u like my behavior

will u like my habit

do u like the way that i communicate

will u like my overall

i know i am weak

i know i owez thinking nonsense

just because i think for my future

and

the things that i predict will happen

i only a normal human

just hope can everyday life peacefully

without sadness

i have my own slogan too

i just a normal guy

live in simple life

and

always like to make people laugh and smile

although i not crying doesn't mean i am happy

when i am crying that mean i really get hurt

or

something make me really sad

just want to apologize to my parent at here

cuz

u all think i am the most good child among 5

but i am not as good as u think

what i am done previous

if one day u found out

i think i will make u all dissappointed

i am sorry

i am sorry

MUM, DADDY AND MAMI (NANNY)

most caring me in this world

i love them so much

i promise

how suffer i am

i also will success in my life

i won't let other people look down us again

money is everything

cuz of money

start changing relationship with relatives

MY OWN BROTHER (gor gor)

he is my hero in my heart

cuz of him nobody dare to bullying me

since i was KIDS till now

when i get incident or accident

just a call

my bro will always beside me

and protect me from being hurt or injured by other

thanks bro

2 SISTER

just hope both of my sis relationship will become closer again

and won't quarrel with each other again

and tolerated with each other

although when kids my scar at my face is 'cubit' by yrs

during secondary skul i mind that my face got scar

but now

that is not important

the important is

the realtionship between family members

that is the most important

MY YOUNG BROTHER

just hope he won't doing mistake like me

life in unhealthy lifestyle

although mum said i am example for u

but i think i am not a good example as mum think

just hope u life happily enough